Wondering...~~

Yesterday eddie's sms makes me wonder until now...
he asked me: if a guy is short but he is good & the other one is tall but so so only, which one would i choose...

i answered him: emmmm...the short one maybe cuz he is good...i was wondering when i reply his sms..ok ok..lets say i choose the short one, he is good..then will be ok right??he is short only, when love comes, height is not the matter..but when u go out with him, people will like staring at u, the guy is short, the girl is tall..dun care what people say...i will be thinking, really i dun care what people say, when u heard or saw people staring at u, sure will have 'terasa' a bit..cannot be nothing also what...dunno lar, thats for me lar...

second choice...i choose the tall one but so so only...treating me good is more important then outlook izzit??...in a relationship, others see u are good but sometimes the both of you is not as good as what people said..they only see the outside of the relationship not the inside...

Blue Christmas...~~

Yesterday went out for a drink with elaine after few weeks she asked me out, when she is free, i'm busy..when i'm free she was busy..finally last night we went out..after that we went to Pan Pacific, Sutera Harbour for a walk..there was blue christmas..the decoration there was lighted up with blue neon lights..saw some of the badminton players..i thiks they stay there, but didn't take pictures with them *shy shy*..hehe..we went out of the hotel, went to the harbour to have a look...

A song that I recommend...~~

神木与瞳-草戒指

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终
草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默
woo..明天 以后 爱变成了问候
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终
草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默
woo..明天 以后 爱变成了问候
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
草戒指套在谁的手中

i love this song, is meaningful...~~

Cotton Blueberry cheese cake...~~

Today baked cotton blueberry cheese cake, get the recipe from aunty england..last time she baked to granny's house..cotton cake is light & withsoft texture..but mine came out is light, soft & moist texture..ate aunty england's one it was not moist but dry, but mine moist, like those cheese cake sold outside..i prefer mine, cuz love the moist texture...

yesterday asked mum to cook the japanese tauhu, been ages i haven't eat that & i miss the taste..mum just cook it simple without meat..just with dry mushroom & carrot only..but still nice..mum fried that japanese tauhu with a new way,she found it at her cooking blog..better way of frying the tauhu...

Japanese tauhu...

Texture of the cake...

Cotton blueberry cheese cake...

Day + Night...~~

At night with eddie & felicia, to M club watch eddie's friend performing...ahaha..that club, i guess just open yesterday, cuz got foods there & lots of uncles, aunties & teenagers...only got beer there no cocktails, so we asked for beers, the environment ok ok lar, the main purpose we went there is for the show..after they performed, we thought its the end of the show...therefore, we finished iur beer & wanna go for another place cuz its quite bored there...finally we went off, went to foh sang, eddie haven't had his dinner yet..after that we decide to go to hyatt, at first wanna wait for eddie's friends to come but they told him the performance at the club haben't ended yet..haha..we thought finished already..ok, then we went in the lobby & waited for them..unfortunely we end up by taking pictures...haha..its a bit late around 12.30am they not here yet, i decided to go home, scared daddy caught me for 2nd time again..haha.. me & my sunglass..taken by eddie...

eddie with the sunglass...

felicia & the sunglass....

finally, a nice pic of us...

Yesterday went out with aunty Michelle & mum to 1 Borneo, for lunch and shopping...went to our favourite place New York New York..we order as the following below the pictures...we shared the foods..went to Padini again to look at new shirt, bought one piece tee again..keke...went home around 5pm, my hp totally out of battery, automatic off even..scare eddie sms me, i couldn't receive it, cuz he say wanna go to a club at lintas to watch his friend's performance... Waffle with chocolate & ice cream...

coney dog...something taste like A&W's...

Sagphetti bolognese with giant beef balls...

Iced chocolate velvet...

Hang Out...~~

Yesterday woke up early morning around 7.30am to make passport with aunty england & mickey..fuhh..so early, since holiday never woke up so early lor..when we arrived there is..counted as many people also but luckily the procedure is fast only waiting sessions a bit slow lar..went home straight away to my bed, very sleepy..waiting there do nothing, so bored again & a lot of 'am mo mo' again..haha..

Slept until half, message tone was ringing..huhu, its julie, she said going to coffee bean with vien later around with vien, asked me wanna join..haha, sure lor i'm going...haha..bring our laptop there & i think we online there till 9pm then go for our dinner..julie brought her purple nail color, pashe painted for me..eddie came & join us..then when he was busy doing his blog...me, julie,vien busy SS-ing with the camera...haha..went for damai hawker stalls for dinner, not that much varieties yesterday, a lot of stalls didn't open..the dumplings that vien's introduced was nice, very juicy..after the meal, we are playing with the left overs..

Coffee bean's ginger bread man...

damai's new delicacy plus eddie's finger...

SS-ing with the new delicacy...


our's left overs...



painted fingers...

Christmas at 1 Borneo...~~

Yesterday went to 1B with mum, aunty england & mickey..arrived there at 11am, had lunch first at 'xi wang' opposite watson store..after meal walk around to snap on the christmas decorations around 1B..first year they have the decorations on, then saw sim yee & aunty chok..then went store to store..not all lar, we go in..went in esprit, padini, charles & keith, daiso..all that shopalmost 2 hours in it..have tea time at new york new york..uncle jordan join us for tea time..then he said order the big burger, mickey laugh lar..cuz at first we dun wanna order it cuz cant finish it..stay at padini almost 2 hours plus, cuz that 2 aunties decide to buy a shoes for so long, then look at clothes..hehehe..mum bought me few pieces of clothes *happy*..they went to daiso, the 5 ringgit japanese shop, me & mickey waited at cool city, damn tired already, that time was around 6 plus, after they have done with it, went for dinner at old town, had my favourite ipoh ho fan & memorable nan yang coffee..yeah~~...finished dinner went to the counter to redeem the gifts..& FINALLY!! went home at 9pm..the longest stay at 1B from 11am till 9pm..me & mickey was like dead chicken already...BUT happy lar got many stuffs...haha...

view from the top...

mud pie...

the yankee big burger...

waiting for mum & aunty to look at their shoes...

sempat go in cortina watch to visit william...

i look so short...

Shopping...~~

Today went out with vien & christie for christmas shopping..early christmas shopping..waited for tie & vien at wisma, christie was late then me & vien went to coffee bean for the double chocolate ice blended, then sara join us along..went to center but went for lunch at old station..didn't ate anything heavy cuz very full only asked for hard boiled egg..went for kk toys to see at hidamari, long time never visit them already..haha..saw the crystal edition..gonna buy that for vien's birthday present...

Then went to crsytal palace to change my crystal bracelet string..i drop my transperant one last week, sad till now..i drop both of my transperant one..one of it was a gift from mum..saw another transperant one, very bling, very nice cost 178 after 40% was 106.80...nice price lor..get it end of december...then saw a black one, nice also, to prevent bad luck..then vien & christie bought me as my christmas gift..hehe..thanks to them!! bought our christmas head ornaments..me, eddie, julie the reindeers, now looking for the santa hat for vien & christie..kekeaccompany eddie to 1 Borneo to activate his kapersky thingy with wei kean, then very hungry ate kfc there..window shopping till around 5pm..then went to pc fair cuz eddie wanna but pendrive then went home..at night went to granny's house for gathering, simple dinner only..din eat that much, dunno why not really in a mood..okie..wanna sleep d, very tired today..

PC Fair...~~

Went to PC fair with aunty Siew Mee this afternoon..lots of people lor..many things to see this time..i bought 4gb pendrive cost only 23.50..the price is getting lower & lower..49.00 can buy 8gb now..last time bought my 2gb also need 70+..haih..bought the pendrive cover too..i took the turquoise color..my fave color..like vien said when she saw that color, remind her of me..haha..got the rhb bank there doing dunno what promotion lar, cuz aunty siew mee got caught by the promoters many times asking her like petrol filling for free after applying that credit card..got so good mar..F.O.C wor...then a guy suddenly came in front of me, i was shocked thought i knew him, unfortunely i do not know him, before he said anything, i told him i dunno how to drive, then he said no need know how to drive, he ask me do i have any credit cards, i say nope,he doesn't believe me & asked me not to play with him..OMG!!do i look that old,i'm still a stiudent lar,like i'm that free to play with him..

went down to office to wait for daddy to fetch, starving like hell..went to eat la mian at emperor's delights..the next table really eat like..dunno how to express that word..like they never seen food before..the way they eat so fast, & so rushing..& keep asking 'sedap ka' 'sedap ka' with a loud voice..

Flash back...~~

Last night, i can't sleep..really dunno why..turn right, turn left still my eyes open..maybe is the teeth problem or what..today decide to took antibiotic, it seems swollen upper part of the gum..due to i'm sleepless last night..suddenly my old school days memories appears again..really miss those days with silly, stupid, anger & still mum & dad's little girl..but until still mum & dad's little girl..for them i won't grew up, only the age that are growing only...

Enter All Saints in 1999..Wow!! time really flies, 9 years friendship with them...william, vui chung & shelby knew them since form 1, while angela knew who is she but only get close during form 4...they are my best sis forever..form 4 & 5 there are many happy & unforgettable moment, where miss sophia is our form teacher while that pn.ang (so called as bon jovi) is our guru pentadbiran..until now dunno what is that..Ah hon, always like to kacau miss sophia, really funny & always make miss sophia angry, remember once ah hon was locked outside the class, then he keep kicking the door & shouting like mad there...

wonder how the malay boys geng already...tried to recall their names..emmm...[zeno, radzi, isqu, ryan, clovito, yusri, ridzwan, prabjit]...i think thats their name..really have fun with them in the class, playing, talking like monkeys..quite close with them last time, copy homeworks, ask to check their merit marks..haha~~...hmmm...& the prefectorial board, the 38 corner [andy, silviana, farriz, karen, azuan, peechee, me, jo, carol]...the 9 of us..but now like lost contact already...really have crazy time together become guards for co...certs, the 100th years celebration, camera freak..hahaha...miss those days....
After graduated from form 5, mum wants me to get in IS, ok then went in there for 1 sem only & found out, is not my type, environment really different from my previous school life..but never regret to get in there eventhough only for 1 sem, have fun after knewing each other more..we had fun together, practicing for talent time (remind of me charlene & steven) the prince & princess..then escaping costing class with jack & samuel..haha..hate that lecturer..& miss cecilia, our class teacher, cute & young..& miss beatrice, our moral & malaysian studies lecturer, quite close with her, she is fun..she ever bring me, charlene & nicole to beverly hills for lunch...& miss barbara, she still remember me, saw her few months ago, she still can say out my name..ever meet her face to face in the office cuz if who??Eric Lau lar, keep disturbing me when business management class, cuz that time he wanna chase caroline..haha..never forget that..after class around 3pm, we went to lotus for tea time..eating sayap bakar..haha..really enjoy...wonder if i finish my diploma there, where am i now??...~~After i left IS went in All Saint for form 6, still remember the first day, wearing my IS uniform there, really like idiot that that, cuz my school uniform for form 5 dunno where i put already, only left my prefect's grey skirt..pn.yue asked me not to wear like that the next day again..knew vien and dunno since when she is my breakfast partner, know who is she but never get close to here until lower 6..then julie, same too know who is she then get close when form 6 & lastly chrisite, my primary friends, for now is more than 10 years friendship but during primary school dunno what stupid crisis makes us not that close when secondary until form 6 get close back to her until now..while eddie are my best & only guy friend..we used to go to the same kindergarden, primary, secondary & even now same uni...during secondary we are not that close, know who is him only, until form 6 getting closer & closer..they are my besties until the end!!..miss those days when we were in class, teacher teaching, we talking, teacher not in, we talking too..& i remember this a lot, dunno which stupid talking behind, make me get scolded by puan rabitah, that rabbit..she asked me:elsa jangan bising..me & felicia shocked looking at each other, i'm not talking at all that time, & i told her, cikgu bukan saya yang bising lar...& during economy class, cikgu christine, we said ask 'keluk' but she pronous it as 'geluk'..jaga pagar with julie, eddie, tya they all..really have fun that moment, talking & gossiping all the way...& never forget adrian foo, my partner for take care-ing those goose class, shout never come out, went to the padang dunno how to make straight lines...unforgettable birthday during upper 6, dunno either julie or christie put the present inside my drawer during assembly time, cuz we have to go for our duty, cuz on my birthday they gave me winnie the pooh tissue & a ring only..that blue heart-shaped pillow is still in my room..really surprise that time..never will forget....